Thanksgiving Meditations

As I contemplate the blessings of the past year, I remember where I was last year -- in the throes of dissertation distress. I was sure that my academic and professional life rested in the hands of three men as well as in the hands of a number of colleges and universities from whom I needed data. As frustration mounted, I must confess that my trust in God diminished. Additionally, physical issues led to a moderate but adverse drug reaction. It was in the milieu of these events that I came to realize what an awesome God I serve. First I learned that God is good all the time. I was able to obtain all the data that I needed, but as I began to work toward the defense of my proposal, I suddenly realized that I needed a third committee member. God graciously gave me the individual that was right for my committee. Second, I learned that God sovereignty works in and on behalf of His children. Proverbs 21:1 states that " The king’s heart is in the hand of the LORD, Like the rivers of water; He turns it wherever He wishes." The dissertation came together in His time and in His way, even though at times, I felt the whole process might come unglued. Instead, he was using this time honing a project that could be used to His glory. In His time, he turned the hearts and minds of those involved to look favorably upon both my research (dissertation) and me. Ultimately, I have discovered that life is about God and His glory rather than about my getting my way. Looking back, I must say that this arduous journey had been worth it. For I must say that I know more of the character and goodness of my God than I did last year. I will share more in my next post, "When I Lay My Isaacs Down."